I am being made over in spirit rather than in clean shirts and hole-free socks. I am so nauseous from carrying my seventh child that I can barely open my usual rambling mouth. The death of my father-in-law has resulted in bitterness and anger from his widow. The anger is directed at my husband and I. The test of "blessing those who persecute you" is very real to me right now. My life make-over looks like this, my husband lost his father, we are losing our house and we are having a baby. What on earth does God have planned? I will just keep a clinging' to the Lord and pray my way towards heaven.
